tidak tau apa yang perlu dikatakan, terutama kalau di dalam situasi yang kurang stabil, something that you really want let it out form inside you..but you just dont know where to throw it out, dont know to who you should be telling all, and to who you should be blame on for what is happening to yourself. and at the end...you just mad to yourself for whats happening. why this why that, why only me?

yeah thats what am feeling right now! its about to blow up from inside!!! but i couldnt fine where to throw it out, its a point when you mad to God i know i should not saying like that, but i couldnt help myself! its too much! its to much...i know He have his own plan for everyone of us..but why i cant see anything? why?

i couldnt carry this burden its too much God its too much! untill when i have to live my life like this? untill when? You have to tell me! You just have to...