Never Dream about This Before

"Oversea" erm never in my mind before...and when i came to Legenda, i taught this is a disaster for me but slowly i understand, this is the Lord's works.

Never dream about speaking English with my friends! I hate English subject when i was in high school. Because this subject is killing me,this subject make my result become so colorful you know why???
huh!! I'm always failed in this subject! Even in my SPM (Sijil pelajaran malaysia) i just get pass not credit!.
Then something wired happened in my life after high school. I didn't get any offered from government University even Politeknik. and I'm start wondered...why? I have i good result in SPM, better than my other friends that had offered.
And my family had financial problem on that time, my brother had to repeat three subject! So, i made a decision to not continued my study for a while.

I went to work at west M'sia (Subang).Then i realized one thing..even work as kitchen helper at the cafe, we should able to speak english, at least able to communicate with customer.
hahahaha funny! I hate english, but i have to speak english. But yoyo (me) still yoyo...I had tried not to hate English and started to build my confident! Only God know when am started to speak in english. Freaking! But am a tough girl so...just tried my best (practice makes perfect) right?
This is the time to correcting all the mistake that i made last time, that was in my mind on that moment.

Became a cashier, moved to another Job at japanese cafe..English like one of my language already. I just can't believed this. But i know God have purpose.

Then i came to Legenda...meet different peoples here! Black, White, Chocolate what so ever the colours are...for sure if you want to communicate with them, you have to use only one language "ENGLISH" ok?

This place makes my eyes open! I start to talking to African, Malawian, and what so ever the counties are...having discusion, and knows them, learn they culture, learn how they cook (especially nigerian) learn how they talk! God this is so amazing! Never dream about it before!
This peoples...is different from what am thought before! They are so amzing! I'm falling inlove with them (sight)

And this lately some peoples asked me about oversea, even my mom asked me about that. I just don't have any ideas about that, but if thats what God want in my life...so i will go to oversea, maybe marrying oversea guy hahaha (joking). But who knows right? So what happen next, i know God is on my side...so i don't have to worry.

I Wish Can Understand

I know something is missing in me...and i know what is it, but i don't have any confident to fight for it. So what i should do now??? I guess just pray for that, if this is the best for me, I will take it as the bless for me.
If not...God can u open the best way, give me some sign, so I will able to understand what is happening now.

Sweet moment with them...

if u can count your bless and name them one by one..

if u can...
so can u let me know how much blesses that u have now??
can you name your blesses???
u can't! i know...but even u are not able to, but i'm sure u always know that God is always by your side. AMEN!

when comes to myself...i've seen a lot of things that God done in my life...especially in my financial, in my study.
in bible says...u can't understand God...because He is the only one knows what is the best for us, he is the one who understand what His doing and He have His own time! He will give what u need at the right time! he never late in everything! Mighty God!

HIS promise He will guide us, staying at our side. Sometimes, we are wondering...why God make me like this, make me like that, why this is happening to me, and what i should do now...sometimes we forget to let God solve it. But our Father i heaven will wait until we getting feed up to solving the problems alone and when we come to Him with our humble and say..God let You do Your work!

But remember one thing He is teaching us! He let us grow in faith with situation that we faced, He always give the best for us!
Don't blame God but try to be thankful in what ever the situation that u face! After that u will see God's work in you.

One thing i learn...try fight the problem with praise and worship (Phillipians 4:6..)
See Joshua, and Jericho!
And i've seen it too! In my financial problem, i can enter the hall for test if..i can't collected my Docket(pas for entering the hall). so i need to settle my outstanding but...my mom and dad was need the money for my little sister. And one day before 2 days before the test, i went to prayer meeting and we were discussed about Phillipians 4:6. When went back to home...i was prayed and i started to practice what i've learn at the meeting. i felt the God present, and the holy spirit guide me to sang the songs one by and i found the answer through the songs that came out from my heart..i was released after talked to God
went to class the next morning, and my friend (he is attneding the same church with me) Buzzed me on ym..and he asked something that i can't remember the thing was, before i told him my situation. I don't know why i told him...but one sound asked me to just shared with him. So after shared, he asked me how much that i want. Then i was lagged for while...deep inside my heart keep talking "should i tell him or shoudn't I" coz actually i don't want to tell him because i know he will give me the money!
but he keep asking..so i tell him. And for the short story he send the money..and i did my payment at the afternoon, collected my docket around 4.00pm (thank you God)
and the next day i did the test!

I never thought that way...but He did that! Thank you Father!
See God is always good! all the time! and he never late! Thank God for blessing me in every moment.
i've seen ur blesses in me i've fells u blesses in me
but i still can't count and name them...coz its a lot!!!
Thank You Father coz choose me to be you child!

Legend Island..1-3 august 2010

After church went to airport...
flight 4.12pm delay 30 minutes so, arrived at Langkawi around 6 pm,
rent car, found motel to stayed, back side of our motel have a beach, but i can't swim hahaha
around 9.00pm went to airport, picked up Shinnie, but before that we went to Lang square..snapped some picture.

the next day we went to visit Horbour something..i forget the name already (sorry) but that place just look like am at the oversea (you can see the picture at the side).
then we moved to Geopark...which is have Cable car...huh!!! so nice...
then we did hiking to Telaga Tujoh. .had to climbed 638 stairs! tired! sweated! but am enjoying that...

Langkawi is a legend island!!! every places named based on the history happend at that paced. like Beras Terbakar...last time they burned a lot of rice there to avoiding Siam take over of LAngkawi...

Dayang Bunting lake. named based on the curse, i don't really know what the curse happend on her..hahaha

went to under water world..saw penguins there hahaha! they are soooo cute!
owh ya...if u go to Langkawi..u have to go and visit "makan Mahsuri"
the famous Legend story among M'sian.


beside the Legend story of Langkawi, it is also the best place to buy some chocolate!(that for sure) other than Labuan.

and one more thing i can't forget...i saw a couples of
Caucasian ride scooter..i mean in asea!!