I do not have the "real talent" but I am sure one thing when this year has started, that God's will has brought myself into praise and worship team in church is the only reason can describe why I'm here.
I was started playing keyboards in church (actually that was my very first time) one month before my 21th birthday. It was all of the sudden, was not expected by anyone, but Him. God's plans is beyond our intellectual.
But when 2011 was about to end, I was wondering about my ministry. Is it something from God? Is my ability to play keyboards was just a nature of life, the normal thing that would happen to anybody? Why am feel like am not acceptance in this team? That time, I was keep asking God for the answer. I remember weeks before I had the answer to all my questions, I tell a person in church that what I want just the answer from God to confirm what actually I suppose to do for God.
I remember that night, saturday night, week before Christmas, this one person came to our church, and that night actually we had a prayer for nations. This person have the great gift from God, She start telling our prophecy everyone of us there during that night . Through her actually God is answering all of my questions. Just few words all my question marks before gone. Through her, God says, He gives me authority to bring His people into his presence. He says again, that He sees my heart, not my talent, even people will not remember what I do, but He says that He will remember because He sees what they don't. (FROM THE BELLY FLOWING LIVING WATER) and she start anointing my fingers.
What a privilege, I couldn't describe how my feeling was, but one thing that I'm so sure about, that true my fingers, though the small talent that I myself have, through my strength He is using me so greatly.
~FROM THE BELLY FLOWING THE LIVING WATER~ This is the words that really touch me
Just thank you for the such Privilege and God is my priority
Just thank you for the such Privilege and God is my priority
