i miss u already...right after u off line...
i think i having serious problem...
please i miss you indeed!!!

klu la blh terbang...i just wanna fly close to you..so i can see u every seconds in my life. so this feeling won't bother my life
if i just can meet u now...i want you to hold my hands like u did always...n i miss that, i want to feel your warm in my hand, i want to feel your love when you hug me...and i want to know how much you miss me when you look at my eyes...

when u said "i love you always" i want to say"i love u more" but u just off your line...
but it's ok..coz you know it, and i know now u missing me already like isn't it??
remember whenever i go i just can't stop thinking about you

owh my God...
IF, IF AND IF.
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you.
But I did, I do and I always will
If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right!
If loving you is a crime. I'd like to be jailed for my whole life, in your heart.
I love you. Like a fat kid loves cakes.
If you have 1000 years of age, I just want to have 999 years and 364 days, so I never have to live a day without you.

by : Him (i can't put his name)
my only soul mate now n forever...and i just hope one day we still loving, missing each other...
like u always said...u can't live a day without me n u can't breath a second if u don't remember me...
i love when u said u loves me
i like when u said i miss you
n i was melted when u gave me this poem...
i just pray for this relationship. God can u just let us be together i know that's looks like impossible in man eyes...but i know in you nothing impossible isn't it???
AMEN!
p/s: love u ...(since when??? i don't know)

my very first time ^_^

u know something??? i know u don't know lol that's y i'm here to telling u...
what i'm gonna say about my very first time...bukan sperti yg anda fikirkan (hehehe) so sesiapa yg salah anggap tu sila readjust ur mind again lol...

actually, masa aku blk sabah ari tu... i think 24th april erm...ya la tu
bukan mo cerita the whole journey, but i just want to share pasal time mo landing d airport tawau. sbbnya??? luar dr kebiasaan ni LOL...
knpa??? sbb tu kapal terbang dia buat U-Turn d atas laut
biasanya tu akapl terbang pusing d atas ladang kelapa sawit jak bah...tp dak tau la kn knpa pula ari tu dia pusing d atas laut.. maybe arah angin kali kn...

ok2 d pendek kn crta...ni la kali pertama aku rasa kapal buat U-Turn d atas laut. selalu nya terbang atas laut jak (laut china selatan) ni dak tau pantai apa...tp aku tau area tawau la.
sdh la cantik, putih lg tu pasir nya
baru ko tau la bah kn klu sdh mo landing...mesti la bah tu kapal terbang dia fly rendah...
jelas and tiada kekaburan geng! LOL
baru aku mo lambai bah tu bot-bot kecil d bawah...tp aku takut auntie sblh ku kata aku sott (walaupun memang kenyataan nya bgtu)

pa-pa pun...i love tawau,
i love that pilot that day,
n i love my family...
miss u all ^_^

It's Hurting My Heart...Y_Y

yeah my heart so pain when suddenly i knew that..coz i like him...i think there is hope for me to being together with him...but aku perasan sendiri rupa nya...tp apa yg aku buat sama mcm dulu masa si Dia yg aku suku time masuk college ni pun couple dgn org len... aku bw jauh2 diri aku dr dia supaya aku tdk rasa sakit..
biar la dia dgn that girl...
from now i will not treat him like before, ckup sekadar memenuhi syarat! enough!

usually begini la aku ni...bukan teda ati mo couple but..once i get involve, once i wanna open my 1st step i will get hurt..
but i know masa dpt menyembuh kan segala nya...
or i think that i'm not found yet my Mr.Right...

but now..i hv no regrets of that...biar kn la dia dgn keluarga mereka
life must go on!
cheers YOYO i know you can do it better after this

This is life about..

sometimes kita tertnya-tnya..."wht i've done"
kadang2 rasa mcm idup yg kita lalui selama ini, sia2 dan tiada maknanya
selalu nya kita lupa apa yg telah kita lalui even benda tu one of moment of our life...

but once kita serah kn diri kita kepada Dia, setiap saat yg di lalui adalah amat bermakna, setiap detik dlm idup ini pasti nya dipenuhi berkat
apa lg bila kita belajar bersyukur dlm setiap saat...baik masa susah atau senang

honestly...aku pun susah mo bersyukur bila dlm keadaan susah..pa yg selalu aku buat..pikir mcm mn mo kasi selesai..padahal sebetulnya kita letak kn semua prblm2 tu dlm tangan Dia. biar Dia yg atur segala nya...

don't be s0mbonG

just wanna share...last sunday, Ps. Simon dtg p SIB seremban...
walaupun tidak dgr the whole kotbah...tp aku terasa di sindir dgn satu ayat... actly sindir yg aku ckp skunk ni not 'sindir' in bad meaning but in a good meaning.
ok back to the ayat yg aku ckp td tu...
Ps. Simon said..bukan nya kita mlz mau baca firman Tuhan..Tp kita sombunk! nah apa lg! Kena la muka c yoyo ni @_@ coz aclt i'm 1 of them. beginila kita as human! sobunk bila kita senang.. kita lupa siapa yang bat kita senang?! kita lupa actly we are nothing! tanpa DIA siapa kita ni??

maybe kita tdk sempurna di mata DIA, tp DIA mengenal kita sblm kita d bentuk d rahim ibu kita lg...so DIA kenal kita lbh dr sesiapa pun...so from now before we started our day just do one thing 1st... baca la Firman Nya dan jalinkan la hubungan bersama DIA...

p/s : aclty this for reminding me... yoyo jgn sombunk! espcly depan DIA yg melalui ANakNya kita dilayakkan di hadapan Nya^_^

life is like wheel sometimes we are on the top..but sometimes we ar at the bottom, but i feel like i always at the bottom. huh!!!
spmetimes i was thinking why we must stdying for our future...although peoples at 20 or 30 years ago can lived with happiness..
ini la kehidupan...bila semua ini akan berakhir?? just wait and see la. but we must go on our life. apa pun yg akan berlaku d kemudian hari kita kena trma dgn ati yg terbuka..mungkin recana Tuhan sedang dilakukan dalam kehidupan kita...